But I must thank for who made that, for me “the show must go on” it’s like “the life must go on”

After I broke up with my boy friend without any clearly reason and I’m being blue(I don’t know why we broke up instead),I must move on to my next life, try to get better life.

I want what God deserve for me ; A Proper Life. I must get it by move on from my past life. leaving my heart, my pain, my sad, my desperate, my f***ing friends, my ex boy friend, my love also.

I must leaving them. sooner or later!i will be.God grant me ‘Steadyness’ for this situation, for make me strong in any condition, for always stand up when others fall down. Thanks God, it’s really useful now.

What I MUST finish is…FORGET MY EX BOY FRIEND, KILLING MY FEELIN ALTOUGH I CAN’T.

I was swear,I can’t stop love him until he die,until I can’t love him. That’s a crazy pledge to myself but I did it. It was happen.

Maybe you will ask me ; “whos person can make you move on?”

So many people reminds me to move on :

•my ex boy friend : he gave me new hope to continue my life and save me from the suicidal with his advice(that’s why I can’t stop to love him >.<)

•my school report card : HAHA!THIS IS THE MOST FOOLISH THING MAKE ME TO MOVE ON!well,my school report card made my mom a bit sad, but she will be okay =)

•my twins(catherine mercer) : she is my best friend ever in my msn!she always listen my story and we are twins,okay,I lie,we were not born in the same place or from the same mom,but we really have so many same thing.SHE IS THE BEST I EVER HAVE.

•my parents : they always support me for all good things. And every parents have same mind : “school is everything for my children”, old mind. When I have bad score for my exam, they always give me a spirit for always study and study, I know that’s bored but they do the best for me(ssst!except about boy friend!they wont support me, ofcourse they don’t like it, they think its can make my school messing up)

•my best friends(bunga,eriz,rizal,azka,amel) : they never bored to listen my suffer, my story. They always there when I’m happy or sad. I will tell you the detail of them ;

**Bunga : fat girl,smart,she’s got rank 2 in my class,funny,sometime fool,patient.

**Eriz : always think he is handsome, taller than me, a ‘cool’ boy, he’s hair style is ‘harajuku’, smart, I treat him as my brother.

**Rizal : he is fool,have a good jokes, good in kidding, never make me bored.

** amel : I know her since I’m in 2^nd grade in elemantry school, she is my best friend, cute, smart.

•my therapist : her name is angela if I’m not wrong, my parents brought me to her, just checking my personality. she told me and my parents about my personality, its like to know about yourself.

•God : never stop to reminds me everything, always help me, give me the best for me.

Theres the ppl whos make me to move on.I WOULD THANKS TO THEM.

Well,I’m planning to change my life & I was planning for :

»study seriously.

»more diligent.

»more less to online.

Maybe you think “you’re going to be a good girl?” I will answer you, “ofcourse not! i just want to be a good girl for my parents, not for myself, I mean, this is my life, I can manage myself, I can be anything what I want.”

Move on just my next phrase of my life.i grown up right? Try to change my mind.i’m on my way to get new life!

TIME TO MOVE ON,LIFE MUST GO ON DEAR!

P.S : I leave my old msn (richi.mcrmy@hotmail .com),time to have new.there so many ppl hacked me.

P.S for all contact on my msn : if u want get my new msn,I will give u, just send me an email.

P.S for my ex boy friend : your sorry can’t change anything.please go away from me….i won’t feel this pain.leave me alone for a moment to rid this pain,I ♥ you || ich libe dich|| ti amo || aku cinta kamu.

P.S for my twins : I dunno we can be twins forever,I mean,u have a boy friend now.and we lost the time for together.if u really need me,send me an email I will reply ASAP.